Laziness

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Laziness; Venting. Deal with it.
Topic Started: Jan 8 2009, 03:09 PM (127 Views)
Chaos	Jan 8 2009, 03:09 PM Post #1
Master of the Chaotic Method Posts: 240 Group: Admins Member #1 Joined: Apr 1, 2008 Steam ID Katanoki	From my youth, I've been striving for... Any number of pretty words. Excellence, would be one. Power, would be another. But I sit here, and I don't know why I'm doing this to myself. I constantly worry about the future, and about whether or not I'll be able to make it. I procrastinate for days on end, building up the self-loathing and hatred that I've come to know only too well. I look at projects and assignments, and I feel paralyzed. Why? What is it all for? That has become my excuse. My slowly developed nihilism, while most definitely something I hold as true, is crippling. And I can't help but wonder if I'll ever get out of this hole that I'm in.



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